29 May

the old monitor went kaput awhile ago, and i just got down to gettin a replacement.

i must say, its been rather difficult to pass the time without a com to play the tunes.

damn, im still a benchwarmer. frankly its gettin to be a pain. i say with all honesty, im a rather nifty 1 on 1 player. def not the best, im way frm there, but still rather good nonetheless. maybe its cos i dun realy know the plays or stuff, but still a few mins of rubbish time here and there is nonsense.

ha... funny thing is, its not bothering me so much anymore. might be cos its not as impt a part of my life as it was anymore. or maybe its sth else, i dunno.

feelin rather let down now tho. by my mates, and by the turn of things.