22 Aug

i did a tallying up just the other day, and i realised i have quite a bit of bad debts. sheesh, make that quite a shitload. im not exactly mr moneybags, so its gettin to be quite the pain in the arse.

its a tad difficult to turn down people, especially when it comes to loans. i mean, if the fella has an urgent need for some dough, and i have no foreseeable needs anw, might as well give a helpin hand.

except most times, the expected due date of 'end month' turns into 2 mths later, or elongates into half a year later, and sometimes stretches off into the not very discernable horizon.

its none too easy askin ppl for money too, unless ur profession involves hanging bloody pig heads in front of ppl's doors.

how someone can delay the return because 'someone owes me money, i can actually return u, but i dun want to until i get my own money back' just plain disgusts me.

oh well. just hope it all comes back someday.

i have no idea wat to do with my hair, its just lookin plain terrible.