12 Nov

one more week, 7 more indifferent days. 7 X 24 hours hours with nonsense swirling around.

adults are a difficult lot to fathom. their contrivances and machinations are a tad beyond me. beyond not in the sense that i cant do it, beyond as in why. i wonder if im can match up to them, wat with my thick skull, but i dun really wanna have any part in all honesty. i mean, im no wide-eyed boy, but im def way far from some things i've seen.

and how some people whom u've known for quite awhile, whom while not exactly close with, u still regard as friends, can go and do wat they did. bloody hell. seriously screwed, things.

and all their guarded responses. far out, out of this world.

girls... now girls are seriously beyond me. beyond as in i have nary a single clue or idea wats goin on. i most definitely cant be quote unquote specially caring, i have absolutely zero idea how to. ade, u promised help lol.

i have half a mind to do away with the bed. not much use anyway. put one of those big Swiss balls in its place. tried it for the 1st time on weiling's yellow one, bouncy great fun it was. i think i want a green one. now, where can i get one of those... it better be cheap!