hols!

i still dun understand how so many people can bob and shake to those sounds. tunes like tt milkshake thing with a lotta beats mixed in. like... i forgot wat else. din like it den, dun dig it now, figure i never will. maybe im just not in the loop lol. good thing it was free.

woot! a few more days and the exams will be over! not mine though, but worm and bear's. no exams equates to alot of free time for them. subtractin from it the amt tt they're gonna spend with the madcap and liyi, there shud still be a decent enough amt left for hoops.

pity i gave my ball away, pity worm had to lose ours. i wanna shoot myself silly. gaga bonkers silly. ting tong siao silly. every single bloody spot on the floor. baseline, wings, elbows, threes. leaners, turns, rockers, bankers. shoot my brains out.

might help the legs live a little longer too.

in a parallel world, or in one where u can makeover urself like how u NikeID a pair of sneaks with watever hue and color u wan, in tumbled leather, patent leather or watever skin fits ur whim, i might be tall, dark and handsome, with broody haunted orbs.

right now though, im short, yellow and cheena, with baggy vapid eyes.

haha oh well, maybe tonight in my dreams den.

i want i want

cross my big black heart and hope to die, i swear the person who invented the term retail therapy must have been looking for an excuse to buy stuff.

if there's a seminar on being impure, count me in.
if there's a lecture on being worldly and streetwise, hook me up.
if there's a tutorial on being complex, rope me in.
if there's a class on playing like MJ, well, i want dibs in it too.

anything, mate, anythin.

20 Nov

its been a few months since i last lost my phone, and its still here with me right abt now. yes! i've broken the dreaded Curse Of The 3 Month Phone! no one said anythin to me about it functioning. i didn't lose my phone, but i did manage to spoil it though. died on me after its 3rd free fall without parachute.

i realy am a dumb, ultra thick-in-the-head numbskull twit. if i were to stand outside myself, i'd dearly want to knock my own head into the ground with a sledgehammer and drop an ACME anvil for good measure. dumb dumb Leong. Leong with a sensitivity score of zilch.

hindsight realy is something that shudnt be around in the first place. nv had any use, except to create more fluff.

retail therapied myself. its been quite awhile since i last bought anything. cardigan, shirt which will prolly sit somewhere in the back, cap, some sweet stan smiths and tt htm forces. not much help still.

17 Nov

alrighty, so it was a blue swiss ball weiling had. anyhow, its still a pretty neat invention. had wanted a big bean bag as well initially, till the price tag changed my mind. as shiok as it is, how a big cloth bag filled with beans, which are prolly some synthetic materials, and not those u make desserts with, can bear a ransom in excess of 200 bucks is beyond my rather limited imagination.

oh well, maybe someday when i have more than the loose change i have now in my pockets.

it seems like if i were to toss a stone into any given jostling crowd and ask the person i hit for his opinion on my workplace, the response would be nothing but positive.

they say absence makes the heart grows fonder. haha i say it makes it go stark raving bonkers.

maybe some no holds barred hoops can clear the fluff. or maybe some retail therapy might go a little way too.
unfortunately i have no kakis for the former, and i have not much means for the latter.

12 Nov

one more week, 7 more indifferent days. 7 X 24 hours hours with nonsense swirling around.

adults are a difficult lot to fathom. their contrivances and machinations are a tad beyond me. beyond not in the sense that i cant do it, beyond as in why. i wonder if im can match up to them, wat with my thick skull, but i dun really wanna have any part in all honesty. i mean, im no wide-eyed boy, but im def way far from some things i've seen.

and how some people whom u've known for quite awhile, whom while not exactly close with, u still regard as friends, can go and do wat they did. bloody hell. seriously screwed, things.

and all their guarded responses. far out, out of this world.

girls... now girls are seriously beyond me. beyond as in i have nary a single clue or idea wats goin on. i most definitely cant be quote unquote specially caring, i have absolutely zero idea how to. ade, u promised help lol.

i have half a mind to do away with the bed. not much use anyway. put one of those big Swiss balls in its place. tried it for the 1st time on weiling's yellow one, bouncy great fun it was. i think i want a green one. now, where can i get one of those... it better be cheap!

5 Nov

gosh, its the weekend and here i am. so terribly bored with nothing much on the agenda. such a boring fella am i.

the internet must have increased in size tenfold in the last year. i googled, and i yahooed, and still i couldnt find any webby with slightly more clear information. and i was only lookin to know abit more about stones. stones, for pete's sake, and there must have been a gazillion search results, and next to nothing with the things i need.

at least the nba's back. looking forward to watching the Lake/Kobe show. the media label him as arguably the best player in the league now; i say he is the best player in the league. numero UNO. period, fullstop. reckon New Jersey and Miami will go pretty far; if anythin, they'll be pretty nice to watch.

i cant even play mahjong to while away the time like Tay can. im too thick in the head and i most probably think like a railway track.

Leong, time to clear up the fluff! no more rubbish, from now on ur head shall only entertain thoughts of hoops, shoes, overpriced clothes, and nonsense like tt.

Mishta Railmaster, can i have a one way ticket to Neverland? will Tinkerbell be there?

3 Nov

My blog is worth $0.00.
How much is your blog worth?

got the link thru sher's blog, and out of curiousity, and ultimately a super duper immense upsized serving of boredom, tried my own.

cowed77.blogspot.com is priceless, i tell you. i got quite a kick when i saw the results, cos i was expecting something along the lines of say, 20 bucks.

zombie walked alone at the neighborhood mall. strangely therapeutic, in the weirdest sorta way.

its still one big swirl up there leh, after so long. someone bring out the plunger pls, clear it all up for me. i dun realy think i can pull out the plug myself.